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He worried himself, like a slow death, mostly with pointless things.
At 2 o’clock in the afternoon he awoke in a sweat. His head was throbbing from the booze he had to drink at a bluegrass show. He had too much to drink and his body was pushing the toxins out as if a fever. He moved around and felt the wetness.
Eleanor looked in on him. Her Carolina-blue shirt, with Peace stitched in red, soothed him. She recounted with her soft smile his mood last night when he came stumbling through the door.
He listened. It troubled him. He tried to recall but it came only in blurry vignettes. She described his face and his stagger. The stagger! He wondered if anyone whom he knew had seen him in public, in the city, staggering.
Disgusted by his pride, he quickly excused this digression by pointing out that he had had such a stressful week at work, and that everybody else does it. He likened himself to the protagonist in Death of a Salesman, a play he had never read. He reveled in this fleeting notion.
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Mike had come in the fall. He praised Albert in a sincere and endearing tone for his accomplishments since nearly failing out of college. Bliss.
At 2 o’clock in the afternoon he awoke in a sweat. His head was throbbing from the booze he had to drink at a bluegrass show. He had too much to drink and his body was pushing the toxins out as if a fever. He moved around and felt the wetness.
Eleanor looked in on him. Her Carolina-blue shirt, with Peace stitched in red, soothed him. She recounted with her soft smile his mood last night when he came stumbling through the door.
He listened. It troubled him. He tried to recall but it came only in blurry vignettes. She described his face and his stagger. The stagger! He wondered if anyone whom he knew had seen him in public, in the city, staggering.
Disgusted by his pride, he quickly excused this digression by pointing out that he had had such a stressful week at work, and that everybody else does it. He likened himself to the protagonist in Death of a Salesman, a play he had never read. He reveled in this fleeting notion.
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Mike had come in the fall. He praised Albert in a sincere and endearing tone for his accomplishments since nearly failing out of college. Bliss.
1 Comments:
Sentences of real brilliance. You are not nearly as self-indulgent as you think you are, because you are always thinking about yourself, because you are so goddamn self-indulgent. I have linked your blog to mine: we are now true cyberfriends.
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